I'm Sad...

 

       Hello Fam,

     Hope you all are doing great! As for me...no, no i'm not great today. I had the and I mean THE worst day of my life yesterday. And I know some of you are gonna be like, spill the tea sis, well okay! So I don't know if you remember but in a previous blog, I mentioned some friends of mine, Eshal and Rameen, yeah! So yesterday I was called by Rameen and told that a lady talked crap about Eshal and now Eshal is crying 😢. So I was, obviously I was like What the hell!

   This lady is the mother of three kids respectively and one of them is Anaya and Anaya is not known for the best repute but obviously everyone has their dignity so i'm not going to mention anything about her 😒. So Anaya messaged Rameen at night something like "bye forever" and the very next day Anaya called her to play n stuff. Rameen got mad so she called Eshal to go with her to Anaya's house and talk (I literally feel like i'm spilling major tea here 😅) Eshal went but waited at the stairs while Rameen rang the bell.

   So what happened was that instead of Anaya her mother came and she just with no reason started making a scene and talking crap about Eshal as if she was not there 😦. Eshal obviously went home crying. Rameen and I thought to have a chat with this woman, we went to her house and rang the bell. I greeted her nicely like "Hi! How are you?" and she just straight up replied, "introduce yourself". Like okay 😑!. I smiled and said, "I'm Winter, Eshal's friend and we're tight. I wanted to know why you said the things you said about her" Now I don't know why this lady got so offended that she went on and said, "Are you Eshal's sister or mother, no! I'm not answerable to you!" I kept my cool and smiled again 😏, "I'm Eshal's friend and I came here with no intentions to be rude or start an argument with you, I just want to know..." She got furious, LIKE FURIOUS 👀. She said "Who's starting an argument dear!? You came to my house, rang my bell, called me out, as far as I see its you that's starting the argument!" Guess fricking what? I stayed calm, I said, "Mam you hurt her" She then said, "Did your parents not teach you anything?" Like i'm sorry, the argument is between you and me, why bring my parents? Like are you high or something? 😠 This is the part where I got mad so I went like, "Mam my parents taught me a lot, thank you very much" This lady now has the nerve, THE BIGGEST NERVE to reply, "Okay, well it doesn't look like it." 

   Like bro, that was out of line. I'm trying to have a normal conversation, who psychologically hurt you so much that you're being offended this much. I got furious like really furious that time. I went to the park with my friend and Eshal was there and she is, my god she's so innocent she started crying. We comforted her and I got called home. When I went I was smiling until I saw something, right in our dining room, right at the spot I always sit, was HER!! 😒 She came to my house and told MY mother that I argued with her a lot even though she stopped me multiple times, like WTF 😕. I was insulted right there with them. My mother was calm and she asked me what happened. She then looked at me signalling me to apologize but guess what I DIDN'T (like the biggest bitch I am). My mother told me to go inside and apologized on my behalf. I was told to not interfere in other's matters but after some time my mother was like, "I know it wasn't your fault". Thank you! Thank you very much! A huge shout-out to her for being the best 😝😝. I got a little emotional support from my parrot..

   She's the best too. Okay so I was hurt though and I cried, believe me when I say I CRIED!! She was like... *ughh I don't even want to talk about her 😒.* I would have had the best day of my life if she did'nt ruin it. I seriously NEED emotional support from you guys right now because I just went through;

   This makes me come to the subject though that you guys don't comment, why's that? If you are facing troubles my profile has my E-mail, you can E-mail me.

   So aside from that my papers went just fine and I had the craziest dream ever. So ill rock paper scissors with my brother on what I should tell you first! So I won, means papers first. My papers were like "terrific" 😅. For starters I didn't study...for umm...for any of em. I told you guys i'm not to be called out, iv'e been diagnosed with exam no-stress

   History and Geography were the issue, others went fine. Ill pass though, just to reassure you guys, ill pass 😅! I just need motivation to study. Now its up to me use it or ruffle it 😉. To my dream, I dreamt I was like a really strict student and bro people tell me they get those vibes from me. First of all when i'm not doing anything like not thinking just sitting, people say I look like ill chew them alive 😏. Like tbh i'm not that scary I don't know why people think that, maybe my beauty scares em, he he 😁😁. So in my dream our teacher left the class and left me in-charge. I got up and the class was quite. After a very long time this boy turned back and started talking with his friend I just stood in front of him and stared until the class started giggling and he turned to see what was going on. At that point I smiled, "You know your teeth and lungs need some air too? Would you be merciful enough to give them a break..." He just stared like I had said the unspoken and I smiled and said thank you before going to patrol the rest of the class 😈😈. That for some reason felt like a true mafia move. Btw I used to play Roblox, like wayyy back and my account name was MA5YA234, like mafia. 

   I spent my day at home today and my uncle came, he is the best person I could ever ask for to be in my life. I'm not the kind of person to talk about my emotions freely but he idk why, he makes me want to try and i've never felt that way about anyone before. We talked until he went away. He brought cake for us and it was amazing. Do you guys like cake? Like who doesn't but whats your favorite flavor? I bet it'd be caramel or chocolate. I like cream cakes though, not the others. Ice cream cake sounds good but iv'e never tried it. (I honestly feel like i'm possessed by cake right now 😵) 

   I started writing, drawing comics. They're not great but like they're fine by me, too over exaggerated. I recently made an Instagram account and the username is miserable_missy. Follow me if you can, ill upload the comics there, little by little 😃.

   I feel like this is enough for today I mean count your blessings, I let you in on the biggest tea recently in my life. My little brother wanted me to write about him, ill write in my next blog. He is the most misguided person I know though. He was like write, 'my brother's face is like a painting, painted by an artist's devastating tears, hes like beauty from the beast" I was like keep dreaming 😂😂😂. But really, ill write about him later. Don't forget to comment on my blog, follow me, and smile. Also share my blogs with family and friends, it really helps support me. I love you all 💜💙, byeeee!! ✌✌

   

    (Winter has left the chat)